Disordered: A Critical Examination of Gay Life and Culture From One Who Survived. – International Customers

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“Thou hast decreed, and it is so, Lord, – that the disordered mind should be its own punishment.” – St. Augustine

My sordid past, well – it’s confessed and forgiven. I have dealt with the memories of my dysfunctional childhood; Christ healed them. So much pain had built up inside me, that eventually it had nowhere to go, as a result I tried to push it down before everything came spilling out. By the time I was 18, I tried to forget the pain and figured that the whole thing would make sense when I finally admitted that I was gay – it didn’t.