The source of every homosexual inclination or gender dysphoria can be traced to the adolescence of the sufferer – usually in the father or mother. With regards to Olympian Bruce Jenner, his father seems to have been a quiet and reserved tree surgeon. His thrice-widowed mother at best is described as “feisty.” Not surprisingly, Jenner appears to have spent much of his childhood with a weak sense of self, aggravated by his undiagnosed dyslexia, and an overwhelming fear of women. In his autobiography, he wrote: “When it came to girls, I was afraid…When it came to conversations, I was shy.” The young Jenner said he found he was good at sports during a classroom game: “I had the fastest time in the whole school! That was the first time I had ever really accomplished anything in school. Everyone was patting me on the back saying, good job Bruce! I liked the pat on the back.” Finding solace in sports – Jenner admittedly felt more comfortable in the all-male world of athletics. Later, his first marriage was to high-school sweetheart Chrystie Crownover who once said “After Bruce captured the gold in 1976, he didn’t sleep all night. He would get up and walk around naked with the medal around his neck, beaming and flexing.” This sort of over-the-top manliness is characteristic among many gay men and closeted transvestites who grew up either unsure of themselves or emasculated. When I was an escort, one of my most generous clients was a highly masculine captain of industry who liked to be humiliated while dressed in women’s clothing.
After his divorce, Jenner married a series of sexually adventurous and aggressive women: Elvis’ last live-in lover Linda Thompson and jet-set socialite Kris Kardashian. Particularly with Kardashian, Jenner’s mother had the most strained relations; calling Kris a “controlling monster.” On an episode of the Kardashian reality-show: “…after a whisky cocktail she [Jenner’s mother] begins to talk about how she won’t wed again – and how any prospective husbands probably won’t be able to ‘get it up.’” Odd behavior from an 87 year-old woman, but archetypal of mothers with gay sons: an overly protective personality with a tendency to manipulate their male children; becoming exceedingly possessive therefore combative with their children’s partners; often extremely extroverted with a certain “fag-hag” sensibility and a desire to shock. Jenner’s upbringing is classic: a disconnected father, an overbearing mother, a sense of alienation from peers, a need to be liked and then a propensity to overcompensate, difficulty in relationships, but a tremendous desire to be loved. These souls typically grow up highly sensitive amid an inclination towards secretiveness: fear mixes with a crushing need for intimacy. As a boy; Jenner apparently found this intimacy by dressing in his mother’s cloths – a sort of surrogate relationship with the female, but without the risks or the anxiety of rejection. In gay men – they transfer their yearning for a father’s love towards a sexualization of all men; in those with gender dysphoria or transvestism – they gain a false closeness by changing genitals or by donning women’s clothing.
Well thank you for that! I didn't understand that one at all. God bless you. Susan Fox http://www.christsfaithfulwitness.com
totally makes sense to me. its sad. and its sadder that this transitioning to a “woman” will not cure his problems as he ( bruce Jenner) now thinks it will . our culture that supports this insanity is to blame too. only in a right relationship with his creator will he find the love and peace he desires. Until then he will search and search. its sad.
Another great and truthfully insightful blog by you Joseph! I have been SO very blessed since discovering your website! I have had to go back and read the blogs from earlier months to catch up and I must say your insight and painfully truthful raw delivery makes you a very rare voice out there in the world!
I've often thought that men and women who exhibit same sex attraction, often had difficult relationships with their parents (both mother and father). But what is the “switch” that causes homosexuality to be the coping mechanism?
Did you have an overbearing mother Joseph?
So this is who the worldly choose for their heroes. “In one of the most profound displays of bravery and courage I’ve seen, Bruce Jenner has finally stepped out into the world for real,” said National Center for Transgender Equality executive director Mara Keisling. Thanks but I will have to pass. The true heroes of our modern age are the many blood martyrs dying nearly everyday with the name of Jesus being their last word. Thy will be done not mine.
I did not, but I had a lot of other issues in my childhood.
I feel your insights could be inspired by the Holy Spirit!
Holy Spirit inspired writings.
Hell… The absence of God. With out God in our lives there will be no real joy or peace. Step away from the world and invite Jesus into your life.